“I used to try to fill myself inside; there has always been a huge hole inside of me and I used things to fill it. I filled it mostly with relationships. I know you must be thinking what’s wrong with that…but the most unhealthy relationship I filled myself with was FOOD. Food had become my higher power. I used food to fill the unhappiness, the hole, the loneliness, the feeling of not being loved…
As a result, I gained an enormous amount of weight and had nothing that fit but couldn’t stop myself from the emotional roller coaster I was on. I didn’t even want to leave my house because I was so ashamed of how I looked. I found Slimming Clothes at Rush Industries and silly as it may be, that was the start of my recovery from food addiction.
I have learned that no person, place or thing can fill this hole. My Higher Power and I are the only ones who can fill the hole and it was selfish of me to expect that from others or from food. I will never give that power to anyone or any object again.
I feel so blessed today. My humongous hole is about filled. I have learned to fill it myself, without food, without unhealthy relationships and can honestly say that I am truly happy today. I have learned to love myself, every inch of my being, physical and mental. I eat healthy, exercise, meditate and have taken up ballroom dancing. I still wear my Slimming Clothes especially my Underbust Thong Body Suit with a latex front. It is my favorite piece of shape wear from Rush Industries. The thong back is oh so sexy and my belly feels so flat when I wear it. It gives me a smooth look under my clothes and I feel confident and sexy as well. I hope in sharing my story, I help others who are feeling the despair and self-hatred that I used to feel.
PS There’s a fastening in the crotch for easy access for those unexpected moments…”
My dear friend, thank you so much for sharing your experience, strength and hope with us. Your heartfelt story is sure to touch many and that is how we help one another. Looking forward to reading your next chapter in your diary!
Wishing you many blessings…